AM, I have to say that I really am proud of you. for saying it 'out loud' without (almost) making any stupid jokes in between.
i am completely and utterly convinced though that my problem is psychological. hence it can be fixed. i shall start fixing it in Derbyshire tomorrow between the mountains and the valleys.

PS! whatever happened to Frenchie's participation in these discussions?. uuuuuu, Frenchie, where are you Scooby-Doo.

PS2! these 'episodes' really are bonus.