Hey girlies,

Bam Bam my dear - it's time. Maybe it was time to break up, maybe it's the time to drink. What I can't stop thinking about is that maybe it's time to find that Mr Blue (was that what the man was called?). Maybe without a safety net you'll be willing to trip over his leg as he sits on the stoop of that building having his morning coffee. Div and Frenchie, I realise you may not know what I'm talking about. Once, a long time ago, Bam and I took one of those horrible weepy Cosmo quizzes - but this one was strangely accurate. For having known her for 8 years now, I couldn't imagine a more perfect - and unexpected - man for Bam. I can tell you now that Ju isn't it, but if you need a rebound man, he's hot. He's also French - how classy!

I was speaking with Ks yesterday who said that her mom had spoken to your mom and that you were moving to the US. I told her I didn't think so and that she should definitely contact you about that job that WE talked about. Saying that made me sad because I really wish you WERE moving here. 1) I think it would be good for you. 2) You're still on my T-mobile MyFaves and I don't have the heart to remove your number. 3) I would love being able to call you whenever just to talk about whatever without hours of time difference.
This of course goes for all of you - I have space for two more numbers ;-)

News from my side - I finally got my permit. Haven't actually USED it yet but hell, I need a license some time so it'll go in to practice time soon. I've also decided to buy a scooter because I can't afford a car and because they get such good mileage (yes, I talk about these things... the price of gas is ridiculous. Grr). Henry is going to have a cousin. Preferably a red or midnight blue cousin. Named Bella - short for Isabella. (This confused my mother).
My brother is leaving for Estonia for 6 weeks on the 12thof June, but he's coming back. Did I tell any of you that? I was going to convert his room in to a study. Grr.
Umm... I was denied a credit card? I have no credit rating and haven't had my bank account long enough to get one. So how am I supposed to get a credit rating without a credit card? I hate this stuff. I just want to have a credit rating and be done with it!
Still further, I'm hoping to plan a trip to Cuba. I was being romantic and decided September but I really don't think that's practical. But I WILL go, before Raoul makes it like every other country. I need to feel what Hemingway felt - I need inspiration.
I also reeeeeally hurt myself gardening on Monday. Ahem, what I actually mean is that I was more out of shape than I thought and felt like I'd done 3 hours of heavy duty aerobics and have been hobbling about like an 80-year old woman for 3 days. I'm pathetic.

Div, why Vancouver? You never answered my text message.

Frenchie, I want to get drunk in Paris too *SOB* Move here soon.

Bam - come back!

Sorry for being disjointed in my typing - I've just realised it's 1.10 pm and I've achieved nothing. Part of my new lifestyle is achieving SMALL things. Today, I will clean the kitchen. (Yip bloody hurrah). I already ordered my mother's birthday present (Tiffany - I'm broke...).

Love you.