Turningpoint

Hello Darlings,
I know I've been all gone from the blog scene for a while, but seriously it's not my fault. University is really kicking in again, with exams and all so I spend my time either writing my dissertation/ business plan or getting hopelessly drunk so not to remember that I should be working on my dissertation.

Moving on to more important topics...
As of yesterday, the 20th of May, at 10am I am officially completely no ifs or buts SINGLE. Me and my lovely other half had a nice little phone conversation. He announced that he was in Denmark on some sort of a roadtrip with some "friends" (read girls + massive midlife crisis) and that although he still has really deep feelings for me, he doesn't know what's going to happen (read on the trip & with the girls). I basically ended up saying that I will not tolerate being cheated on and that I deserve equal opportunities (aka going out with lots of boys) and that the only way this is going to be possible is if I'm not attached to anyone or anything. Long story short he finally agreed that it was for the best so I am now finally for the first time in 5 year truly single.

It's a strange feeling not having that safety net anymore. I always though that when I finally broke up with A I wouldn't feel really different (I mean we live in different countries and all), but to be honest I feel completely different, a little empty really. Sad!
But you can be proud of your little energetic alcoholic friend for doing something right this time around (LOL).

As for the future, I don't really think that this is completely the end. I'm sure we'll see eachother and we'll have to reevaluate our relationship at somepoint (I don't mean relationship in that sappy I love you kind of way, although believe it or not I actually do love him a lot).

I'll be back in my homeland at the end of June and I'm finally realizing that I have so much planned for the summer that I won't have any time to work, lol. My current plan is to ask my dad for a graduation present, which will consist of financing my summer holiday :) Keep your fingers crossed for me.
Divorcee I'm also hoping that we'll take that lovely trip to Ukraine in August :)

Love,
BB

PS! My mama is coming today for a week, so it will be nice to have some distraction and spend some quality family time. Xxx